A New Me...Step by Step :)

It’s been a long time since I’ve graced tumblr with my presence and I must say I kind of missed it…kind of….some things can’t be said on Facebook and Instagram’s are a little stupid sometimes when there is a full text message. So I thought about this again as my writing outlet…that was the original reason as to why I made it lol….but any who….ummmm….that’s it lol.

While looking at pictures on other social networks I think about their body types. I am what one would call “average fine/sexy.” My stomach is fairly flat compared to the rest of my body and I have a nice butt for my size. I don’t want to be “average fine/sexy” I want to be hot and fit. To me fit girls are the sexiest girls to me. (I’m not homosexual or bisexual, I just appreciate a good female body and I give props when it’s due) I used to be one of those people that was obsessed with that “average fine/sexy” but you know what??? FUCK THAT!!! I want to be hot and fit, I want to be healthy and I want to be able to wear ANYTHING and it always looks good on me. Now that’s my goal :)

This girl right here just got a new computer!!!!! I’m so excited. My old computer went KA-PLUNK about two to three weeks ago and i’ve been doing everything thru my phone. Can we sayPAIN IN THE ASS! Anywho, I should be on here more often now that i’m able to roam pages freely without a slow computer stalling me. :)

I have not been as commited to my fitness as I should :( For the past two weeks I have not gone to the gym or exercised like I should. I also have not been as active on my tumblr. I have concoct a plan to change those horrible chsnges and I plan to start tomorrow. I understand this journey will be tough but I have to fight for what I want and lately I’ve been losing but NO LONGER. I know that I can achieve what I want I just have to push myself, and thats exactly what I plan to do. I WILL motivate myself to continue to do better than the last time…I WILL push myself to eat the right things. No one else can do this for me, I have to do this for myself :)

I have reach a new low with this anger of mine…smh at myself.

I really had an argument with someone at a red light. I can’t believe I did that, but he almost hit me TWICE and then had the nerve to say “This your fault BITCH.” I couldn’t allow that, I CLICKED OUT.

A lot of “fuck you’s” and “bitch this” it was HORRIBLE :(

Seated Row: 15x30lbs, 15x40lbs, 15x40lbs, 50lbs until failure

Underhand Grip Lat Pulldown: 15x40lbs, 15x50lbs, 15x50lbs, 60lbs until failure

Seated Chest Press: 15x40lbs, 15x50lbs, 15x50lbs, 60lbs until failure

Shoulder Press: 15x30lbs, 15x40lbs, 10x40lbs, 50lbs until failure

Wide Grip Lat Pulldown: 15x40lbs, 15x50lbs, 15x50lbs, 60lbs until failure

Jillian Michaels - 30 Day Shred (Level 2)

2 Minute Jump Rope

Leg Press: 15x90lbs, 15x100lbs, 15x110lbs, 15x120lbs
Captain Chair Raises: 4 sets, 15 reps
Back Extensions: 4 sets, 10 reps, 5lbs

1 Minute Jump Rope

Leg Curl: 10x70lbs, 10x80lbs, 10x80lbs, 90lbs until failure
Calf Raises with Smith Machine: 15x90lbs, 15x90lbs, 90lbs until failure
Sit-Ups: 3 sets, 10 reps